29th December 2011.

this is the day tht im gonna start all over again!

as if i cn. hmmph.

i created a new FB account.

this is all because im NOT determine enough to BLOCK his account.

all this while i thought tht if you block someone,

once you unblock it ll went lke normal,

as in the connection remains.

yet its not.

once you block someone,

its lke the connection between you and tht prsn GONE!

which mean even you unblock it,

you re not his/her friend anymore.

i don want ahh!

thts why i thought of create a new account.

as long as im not his friend or his friend's friends,

guess i ll NOT think of him,

and STOP stalking his profile.

this DOESNT mean tht i ll stop loving him.

this DOESNT mean i felt tht all this while wht i ve done were worthless.

im NOT regret at all.

instead im happy tht i ONCE loved one person from the bottom of my heart.

regardless of how he hurt me or did,

i FORGIVE him!

and i ll WAIT him as well.

if he really ever together with someone,

even marry with tht gurl,

its fine.

i ll truly WISH him happiness.

owning him yet his heart not with me,

its useless right?

im such a fool i kno tht.

its out of my control.

wht i can do now is continue to STAY ON, LIVE WELL.