hapii Dragon year 2012!!

time flies just lke tht.

now ald 8th day of chinese new year.

all this days went to grandma's house and had dinner.

yummy!!

at the same time not really dare go to those crowded places as i fear of bump into him.

been thought of him AGAIN recently,

due to CNY.

been missing the times we celebrated tgt in year 2010.

i miss him ALOT NOW. ;c

this is my nephew.

how cute he is.

i LOVE him much!!

he has been sticking with my sis all the time at grandma's house.

after all no ones had time to ply with him.

all og us able to entertain him for some time bt not whole day. XD

both of time was sitting at the corner enjoying their ice cream potong.

how sweeet~~

the 3 of us had ntg to do and so cam-whoring.

my nephew and i.

i really forgotten his name.

im so sorry..

yummy!!

banana chocolate chip muffin & tiramisu.

went to Startbuck with Vanessa.

basiccally due to nowhere to go,

leg getting sore so find a place to chit chat,

and ended up here.

the muffin really taste not bad.

large enough to make you feel satisfied!! XD

KAMPAR LIFE

16.01.12-18.01.12

last monday followed see kei's car went to Kampar for 3D/2N stay.

obviously overnight at her house since she gt empty space to accommodate me.

life at thr as usual,

eat, sleep, surf the net and chit chat.

one thg tht make me felt uneasy at thr was him.

i was so worried tht i bump into him.

i have no guts to face him yet.

not ready i guess.

maybe i cnt face it if i saw him with other gurls or else.

idk.

thou im trying to live as normal,

sometimes i did thk abt him again.

getting frequent since i bck ipoh.

maybe here was whr all our memories made.

all our past.

i can have my own life!

this is dry curry pan mee.

i actly ordered d wrong one.

as i thought this was d one he once ordered when we went thr and ate tgt.

it was actly not. :c

overall its not bad.

i love to eat at this restaurant dunno why.

its delicious to me.

nameof the shop: face to face. XD

in lecture class.

was attneding english for management class.

tht day he was not teaching,

due to lots of students applied for leave,

for CNY.

seriously, i LOVE their bookshop!

indeed a bookshop.

variety of text books.

not lke my university.

if not mistaken,

thr's NOT even a bookshop!

hell no!!

idk whr's this place. XD

walked around with see kei and had a chance to captured this pic,

which idk why i captured.

UTAR actly NOT bad.

i mean their surrounding.

NICE view.

and UTAR definitely can MATCH with our UNIMAS.

both have LAKES!!

beside tht,

NTG else.

well known of their lakes??

ll upload our UNIMAS view to have a COMPARISON.

hahaha.

finally home sweet home!

before tht,

we dropped by KL and shop.

went to IU and had lunch at Zamai Sushi??

initially bro's treat,

yet ended up daddy's.

its okay.

this mean i ll have another high end meal i assume it as, SOON!! XD

seriously,

it'd been a long time since i had such an expensive, delicious food.

its lke i often eat instant noodles and bread + biscuits.

now i finally can have a healthy lifestyle,

at least for a month!

bettet than ntg.

this is dunno wht soba with chicken chop??

not bad laa.

just tht my bro and i dunno the exact way to eat this. (if thr's one)

this i kno!!

fried sotong.

my mom ordered.

besides those 'common' food lke this,

ntg suits her. XD

good.

basically idk wht this food called.

all i kno thr's egg and tempura with rice.

i kno i say the obvious. :c

i assume i here to show you the Zamai's surrounding?

XD

tht's my luggage i brought to ipoh for this sem break!

i kno thr's alot.

almost 3 hand carry and 2 backpack.

tada!

i cleared me study table.

well not entirely yet.

at least, its clean and spacious!

tht's my cleaning mission in progress.

tht's also on the day i back,

after the last ppr of final.

fuh!

practically thts wht i consumed all the time in UNIMAS.

and people wong get fat without reason.

now you kno why! :c

durian durian.

always been one of my favo. food list!

located just outside our old campus.

and thts my first time,

had durian at outside with my friends,

not stand nor sit,

but SQUAD DOWN!

wht a nice experience to have! XD

lots of durians!

and each grouped in different categories i guess?

haha.

all of us didnt kno which to choose.

the seller chose for us and opened instead.

after all we just kno HOW to eat!

thts my breakfast!

NESVITA 3IN1 CEREAL, honey flavor. XD

i ve even showed the step on how to make.

seriously,

by this itself doesnt satisfy me.

owhhhhh.

its dinner time!

and i ll eat instant noodles most of the time.

well u kno,

save time & cash.

gonna chg my habit next sem!

hair thinning huh.

and not healthy at allll!

btw,

i screwed my discreet math ppr.

dont even have the confident to pass for it.

OMG.

CURRENT country,

SARAWAK!

can you see the MCD behind the statue??

tht's the only MCD available for 24H at Kuching.

i miss MCD.

i rmb when i was in peninsular,

during school time,

its lke once a week at MCD.

now once a month?

how sad.

kuching statue?

people said come to Sarawak its a must to capture this statue woh.

wth. nonsense!!

yet i captured. XD

2 stupid fella disturbing me!

destroy the nice view of 360 express hotel!

i love this hotel.

comfortable & affordable.

another famous food at Sarawak.

tomato kueh tiao.

tried 3 stall,

tasteless.

disappointed d. :c

this is the famous food at Sarawak.

mee kolo.

nice to see, nice to eat. XD

different with our peninsular kolo mee.

our dark dark.

theirs white white.

haha.

kolo mee, with added pork oil.

seriously,

i love kolo mee!

the first 'chu chao' i had at Kuching.

its just opposite The Spring.

taste not bad.

went thr once and for all.

ll visit again next sem i guess.

THE SPRING!

this is Sarawak's largest shopping mall.

you know,

LARGEST!!

can you imagine tht??

thou ntg inside,

i almost every week ll come here.

eeks!!

THAT's my HOSTEL,

UNIMAS.

this is the living room.

nice huh?

but unclean. :c

TADA!!

my study table.

damn messy i kno.

tht's when i first moved here.

now totally damn neat! XD

thts my smallest bed i ever slept!

i didnt cheat right?

is so small till i dropped off from bed once.

paiseh paiseh.

this d reason why i dislike to bathe when im in Sarawak.

cnt blame me.

the space is limited as u cn see!

thr's no space for you to turn here and thr.

stand still and bathe thts all u cn.

i ve been SO busy for my final now.

basically not tht busy.

im so in HOLIDAY mood which idk why.

and recently i just cant sleep!

i really need sleeping PILLs!!

its okay.

thr's FOUR more DAYS for me to bear with.

and im HOME!!

29th December 2011.

this is the day tht im gonna start all over again!

as if i cn. hmmph.

i created a new FB account.

this is all because im NOT determine enough to BLOCK his account.

all this while i thought tht if you block someone,

once you unblock it ll went lke normal,

as in the connection remains.

yet its not.

once you block someone,

its lke the connection between you and tht prsn GONE!

which mean even you unblock it,

you re not his/her friend anymore.

i don want ahh!

thts why i thought of create a new account.

as long as im not his friend or his friend's friends,

guess i ll NOT think of him,

and STOP stalking his profile.

this DOESNT mean tht i ll stop loving him.

this DOESNT mean i felt tht all this while wht i ve done were worthless.

im NOT regret at all.

instead im happy tht i ONCE loved one person from the bottom of my heart.

regardless of how he hurt me or did,

i FORGIVE him!

and i ll WAIT him as well.

if he really ever together with someone,

even marry with tht gurl,

its fine.

i ll truly WISH him happiness.

owning him yet his heart not with me,

its useless right?

im such a fool i kno tht.

its out of my control.

wht i can do now is continue to STAY ON, LIVE WELL.

finally bck to my hostel.

now im in my room,

on the smallest bed i ever slept,

writing this post.

pity huh? XD

recently listened to a song.

'sha gua' by Landy Wen.

its all about a fool's pure love.

"A fool who only has love for her/his lover,

and forgives every time that lover hurts her/him,

regardless of the reason.

The fool believes that there will be a reward for giving her/his all,

ironically,

the only reward for doing so is being called a fool.

Being called a fool for giving ur purest love."

to others we re just lke a fool.

yet to us,

we kno tht its worth.

everything is worth and no regrets!

here i am.

Daerah Serian, Sarawak!

at my roommate house for 3D2N stay.

treated well and stayed well.

thanks to uncle & aunty for the warm treatment!

thanks to me beloved roommate too!

my lovely durian.

Serian is well known with the durian.

thr's a durian statue when u enter the Serian region.

just lke my hometown, ipoh.

thr's a big groundnut statue when u enter Menglembu region.

and to me this is definitely damn big.

ate this and ate d main course.

fatty!

i love this place!

the water is so clear and tdy the water flow was strong.

due to the rainy day this few days.

tht was wht my rommie said. XD

i definitely ll come here and enjoy the nature!

maybe 1st of January?

New Year new places right?

just lke im in different state this new year.

needa ask my friends..

seriously,

i gorget the place's name.

just kno its located somewhere near Serian.

and so damn near my roomie's house!

i definitely be bck!!

in love with you!

this week is study week.

TWO more weeks to go and im BCK to my hometown!

time passed just lke lightning.

without my realization, one sem almost finish.

i still rmb the first day i came to UNIMAS,

i often felt irritated and frustrated.

i wanted to go bck home.

i hate here.

yet i successfully went tru all the hard days alone!

bt thr's sacrifices made.

which was went out once a week, and enjoy to the max!

with this,

i can totally forget the sad things,

unwanted memory,

and act madly with my friends.

its time to study now.

needa pass all my sub so tht i cn officially say GOODBYE to them.

and HI to my new course nx sem!

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2011!!